Fighting

Happiness for me seems to be a battle.  Up than down, happy than sad.  It gets really frustrating.  Things are going great for me in school right now, I am doing really well, I got 100% in my first quiz and 85% on my first writing assignment.  This is a personal best for me....I don't know if you can tell but writing isn't my strong suit.  Me and the english language fight a lot....if i can't think of a word that suits what i want to say, i make it up.  So to get 85% on a writing assignment....it makes my day.
So how can i be so happy about school and be so frustrated and disappointed by work so much?  It is like i am two-face and my two sides are fighting.

But i guess the path to happiness is never smooth sailing.  Although, I wouldn't mind being happy for a little while.

Although...i am trying really hard to look at this like an opportunity.  An opportunity to change my life.  Take the things that make me sad or unhappy and change them.

So i am asking myself some important questions:
What do I want to do?
If i could be anything what would I be?
What makes me happy?

Figure those things out and I will have an idea of what i want to do with my life.