New Boyfriend

So....I have a new boyfriend....and it's not what you are thinking...we are in love!  Ha ha ha ha ha....Sorry...it's too funny. 
Yesterday at the event I worked, I met this old man, he had some mental disability, but was so nice and happy.  He kept cheering for everyone and being happy about the game and how much fun everyone is having!  Kept telling me that this game would be great for a party.  So later he came back and visited me again......introduced me to his new friends 'twins' (they weren't twins) and he told them that I am his girlfriend.  It was so funny...then he told me we were gonna get married some day.  It was just so cute that I couldn't help but smile about it. 

Yuck

So it smells in my office today and I have to volunteer with creeperson...so today will not be a good day on the happiness front.  It is gonna be a day full of annoyance and anger....man....if i had just injured myself or something I could have gotten out of this thing today...but no such luck.  Oh well it is a charity thing so its not so bad.

I ate Breton crackers for breakfast today...a little way to cheer me up....get the day started on the positive.  Also there is this guy on my floor at work that i find hot.  He doesn't know I am alive because well I am crazy and when i like someone, i basically ignore them because i don't know how to act.  It is very similar to how i act when i don't like someone...so it is very hard to tell the difference.  Anyways...the reason i am telling you this, I rode up in the elevator with him for work.  He at least knows now that I work on his floor.  It's a start.

Fighting

Happiness for me seems to be a battle.  Up than down, happy than sad.  It gets really frustrating.  Things are going great for me in school right now, I am doing really well, I got 100% in my first quiz and 85% on my first writing assignment.  This is a personal best for me....I don't know if you can tell but writing isn't my strong suit.  Me and the english language fight a lot....if i can't think of a word that suits what i want to say, i make it up.  So to get 85% on a writing assignment....it makes my day.
So how can i be so happy about school and be so frustrated and disappointed by work so much?  It is like i am two-face and my two sides are fighting.

But i guess the path to happiness is never smooth sailing.  Although, I wouldn't mind being happy for a little while.

Although...i am trying really hard to look at this like an opportunity.  An opportunity to change my life.  Take the things that make me sad or unhappy and change them.

So i am asking myself some important questions:
What do I want to do?
If i could be anything what would I be?
What makes me happy?

Figure those things out and I will have an idea of what i want to do with my life.

Another Halloween

And no costume.

I love Halloween, i like the idea of dressing up and being someone else for the night.  Playing pretend has always been fun.  I also really enjoy the excuse to sew and design my own costumes.  But I haven't dressed up or made any costumes the last couple of years and I would love to change that.  But where to wear the costume....the clubs are not the place for me....most girls use Halloween as the excuse to wear underwear out in public as an outfit....throw a cape or a pair of wings..and you have an instant slut costume.

We need to take back Halloween from the sluts.  What i really wish was that i was still young enough to trick or treat.  I love candy...I am at the maturity level of a kid...and I love dressing up.  I would fit in perfect with all the other kids trick or treating.

This year I want to be Rainbow Bright.  The last costume I wore was Strawberry Shortcake.  I want to go through the heroes of my child hood.  I would also love to be Wonder Women or maybe Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  Although if i ever dressed up as Buffy...i would want a Spike. 

Anyways, if anyone has any ideas of how to take back Halloween, let me know.

Things That Made me Happy This Weekend

1. Nana - I love Nana, she is so crazy and funny....seriously love her...even if she is inappropriately handsy.
2. How happy Alex was....she sparkled with happiness even without the help of all her sparkles.  I mean, the wedding thing not for me...even if I meet the right guy, I don't think i would ever want to do a big ceremony with all the fanciness...i would elope and then throw a big party afterwards....a dance to celebrate.  But no matter how I feel about weddings, it is clear to see that this is right for Alex, and I can't wait to help her celebrate her big day!
3. Andrea relaxed without her kids and had fun. 
4. Hanging out with Steph and Andrea....it has been awhile since just the three of us had some time to talk
5. Staying with Paul and Judy.  I miss them.  I use to see them a lot more when Leah was in Toronto.  I also miss Leah being in Toronto.  Sometimes I think about moving to Kingston.....but I really love Toronto too.
6. Drunk Amy! 
7. Brunch at Chez Piggy
8. Finding a place to stay at the wedding...so I won't have to pay to stay in a hotel!!  Plus it's at Paul and Judy's - Double Bonus!
9. There was no car fire!